||[Jan. 18th, 2005|01:19 pm]
ok.. so ive really had enough of this.. i hate being sick all the time.. i hate it
so many people are afraid to talk to me because im sick
its so depressing..
i talked to my doctor yesterday about my sickness.. and she said.. that nothing will really help it go away..
its been about 8 or 9 months since i had a bf.. and its gunna be another 12 months since i do have one.. because boys are afraid to talk to me because of my stupid fucking sickness..
i was crying yesterday
i cry myelf to sleep like everynight
i really dont like this at all
thats all i guess